Smiling Pain..!!

I think deep pain in heart is the toughest situation that can be faced by a human....where he has got a situation to smile...A situation where he is incapable and unable to scream out his or her feelings...
Do you guys know what it feels like,its really hard and you should feel that to understand what it will be and what is it meant to be a virtual hurt locker.

There are so many intense feelings that human beings would experience in their life but the most intense will be the smiling pain......because it hurts you the most and it has got to do it where ever it feels like.....you will be let down by it ,you will be shattered by it...and a correct definition for that would be a collection of bad feelings......which includes everything ,everything and everything in it...that would take all your nights ,every one of your tears will lead to it ,make your happiness just vanish....you cant even imagine about that situation like that na...?and might have gone through that once...and if yes now your heart started beating fast...you started remembering the past...moments which you will never get back and words you left to say them and mistakes that you never meant to do.....there are several things for all of us to think of...and as time went ,we made our soul and mind hard that will make us sad never again...but will sometime pain when the job is of our hearts right?

Why are we judging our self WRONG?

Do you have a problem? What kind of a stupid question is that huh? You might be thinking like this Na? Yes you are absolutely right. No one in this world is free from problems. Every human will have some kind of problem. Are problems a big problem for you? If yes be beware about your situation there is a very big chance of loosing hope. Most of us simply decide some things in life as if i am having the biggest problem in life we almost think as no one ever in life had experienced such a tragedy as i am having. At least once in our life we all have gone through this emotion right!

Are these right? We must think for a while very thoughtfully. Once in your life you have been in a very bad condition or sometimes you may in such condition now. now we must think, but we are always wrong in doing this - we think such things as - Why are these happening to me? Why is god so cruel to me? I can't face this situation? There is no meaning in living like this, No one can ever understand me, There is no way to get out of this, And there are many more arguments that we will raise to our self and we often finds difficult to get an answer for these questions. As a result we looses our hope, Forgets our duties, Our goals, The ones who love us, The ones who had lived their while life for us [parents] and there will a lot of things popping up your mind that you would forget. Is this for what we are made for? Are we so very afraid of just simple obstacles in life and are you sure that you will not have a more worst situation again in your life.

How could you live peacefully thinking of these things? You will make yourself mad,and is that you want? Never, every questions in your life has answer for it. God has never planned anything for you without intentions. And always have faith in yourself. Believe that you will have a better situation tomorrow. Great is the art of beginning but greater is the art of ending.....

Unspoken.....

Saldon Gracious that's me.I don't know how to blog but the thing is that i have started that habit and i strongly believe that it will be fun and craze for me once in my life.Now let me tell you guys about me.am not going to tell you all those good things about me to just make you laugh at me but i will tell you things that i sincerely know about me in this blog.Let us get to the matter without making you much waiting.....

Am Saldon Gracious, from ernakulam and that's all about me.You will come to know better about me very soon once you get started with this blog.am i so talkative?Ah i don't know it but yes here is the space where i can relieve all my feelings and thoughts in me.Lets get in to the matter straight.Am having a heart which doesn't really know what to do in life and what is it really made for? Is there something in this world that i should do?I don't know. There might be something. I trust so. I hope so But that's not i want u to know about me and you too want something interesting huh? Yes,i have something for you then! And that's my life story itself. I have a empty heart which is completely ready to do anything for others and this is what others think of me and only some of them but its completely wrong according to me because what is the need in that? Whats might be the reason and intention for this move? Ah anyway i don't know it. Everyone has a advice for the ones who are sad and alone in life, and do you what really is that? Tell your problems to one you trust the most. This is absolutely wrong. You don't agree huh? Yes,you might be right but i told you before, this is the case of my life and here you come to understand me and my feelings [might be wrong] pardon me for this cruelty. Is that necessary to be happy by making others sad? Is that necessary to be free by making others alone? Is that necessary that others should know your situation? Is that necessary that your innocence must be felt by others? Answer we have is NO. And sometimes YES. Why should we think so? Are we jealous to see others living a better life? The answer for that is absolutely YES.

The only one in your life who can solve all your problems in yourself. No one else can understand your problem as deeply as you have experienced that in your life, then what is the need in sharing those things to others. I am never saying you that you should never share your problems to others but am insisting here that your problems can be solved by you only. The main thing that we should do to clear of our problems is that to change our attitude. Our approach to a situation. About 90% of the problems are just caused because of this, only because we don't know how to deal with situations. Why should we be depressed for problems in life? As in my view, life is just like a sudoku , and all you have to do is, just rearrange it. And your problems will be be burned out in air. Even without leaving its ashes in your life. You must make your living with your hand and with the same iron hand you must crush out your problems and there is no need for any kind of help.......that's only because you are more stronger than the one that can help you. So why wait, tighten your belts and start living your life....and you know what the best best way to prepare for life is to start living, world is round and the place which may seem like the end may also be only the beginning. So best wishes my friends.